Chapter 1

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On my 13 birthday my mum gave me this diary, she thought it would be good for me to write about my day and thoughts in this. I haven't found it before yesterday in a box under my bed. You may wonder why I'm write like it is some other person that are reading probably that never going to happen but it feels a little better to write like this. Right now I'm sitting beside my brother and parents on a flight to London. We are here on the christmas break to see the city but I'm most excited to meet a guy I meet on internet.

Maybe I'm going to fast forward. I am a 15 year old girl, I have blond brown hair. I have blue eyes but not like sapphire blue more like gray blue and I am normal long or short or what you want to say.                                                                               

Every day in 3 years I have been bullied. It started when my only friend Katie had moved away to another city and no one wanted to talk to me. She was the person that defend me but when she was gone I had no one to defend me and I'm to shy to do it myself so that's why it all started. We hold contact with each other in some months but then she started to get new friends and didn't have time for a loser like me. And I don't even dare to say to my parents. But I hope it get better some day. But I hate when I comment on a picture that have to do with bullying and someone say that I don't even know how it is. They should knew that I hear every day that I am too small, ugly and too short and I think that's right, I have started to think what they say to me is true and started to say it to myself every day. My only friend is my book and a phone.

But then I meet the boy, mr X or the nicest person in the world. I can't tell what his name is if he one day is going to read this, you know what happens in all romantic movies when the boy read the girl's diary and everything got bad but then every thing becomes good in the end and they kiss, and that you not want to happen not the diary part at least.

It all started on a rainy Monday morning. This day at school was really terrible, more than usually. When I got to school we had math. On the math we had an unprepared test, it was terrible I  knew nothing, I absolutely got an F.

But the worst happened when I was going to lunch, it happens every day. This time I was outside the lunch room and three girls in my class came to me and started to asking me questions like. Why have you no friends? Oh, is it so pity about you, why are you so slim, it is not healthy for you,(I am not even so slim) and more things like that and other gross comments. They treated me like a little baby.  They even forced me to give them my money, but I didn't have any so they gave me a really angry look and said I needed to give them money tomorrow. This have happened every day.


//hope you like this first chapter. I know it wasen't so good but it will be better, I hope.

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