I am strong yet cowardly weak,
I am proud yet embarrassingly ashamed.
I have clarity but yet still so very confused.
I have emotions that run deep but struggle to comfortably show them.
I am loving but somewhat unapproachable.
I am defiant yet stubbornly pigheaded.
I feel youthful but old at the same time.
I am often misbelieved mistrusted and mainly misunderstood.
I hurt more than anyone would believe or give me credit for.
I am withdrawn and anti social.
I feel constantly pressured and always let myself down.
I am selfish.
I feel constantly guilty.
I am unforgiving and relentless.
I am emotionally damaged.
I drive the people I love to hatred anguish and anger.
I am opinionated even when it's not asked for.
I am indecisive.
I want to love with an open heart and mind.
I am very insecure which dibilitates me.
As I become older the more insecure.
I am conflicted and uncomfortable in my emotions, therefore have unintentionally hurt the people I love most.
People describe me as cold, aggressive and nasty.
I want to give everyone the benefit of the doubt.
I am suspicious even when there is no need to be.
I AM IMPERFECT!
