mixed emotions

Mixed Feelings About You

Every time when i look at you i dont know what to say i get so lost at words (tounge tied) when you are around i some times want to push you away and cry cause it hurts but then i want to hug you and tell you that i love you my feelings are mixed up i want to cry cause you hurt me and then i want to be mad at you for everything but then i want kiss you i missed the things we had done together i want to but i cant its been a while since we last talked you i miss being with you but i dont want to admit it not just yet but then i want to cause it seems sooo right to do so you meant everything to me and then we went our seperate ways and then here we are back from where it all started again theres nothing i would do to forget the times we had they are precious to me but then i want to because it brings tears to my eyes when we moved on you told me you might be in love with her and i cried because it broke my hear but then i smiled and was happy cause you was happy with her so i stayed away my feelings are mixed up about you and i dont know what to say should i keep it to myself or should i tell you...