DAMN

beginning

The moment I was born life was mapped out for me ....Jake
The birth name that I was given
Oh how they where disappointed .

"My little boy is all I need " Mother's words eco into the catacombs of my soul .
Look at HIS hansom red curly hair
Oh breath taken blue eyes
And freckles sprinkling Chery cheeks .
My name is J ...Jake at 14 years of age and I have not told a soul my secret well all but one a child hood friend Kate she died with it locked a way .'Women .... Girl I may not have been born one but that is what I am - ...and knowing this for as long as my memories go, yet I have been terrified to tell .

"Jake say good bye we are on are way to Michigan !!!!" Mother is getting a new start. After her and dad separated she wanted a whole new beginning and that is what I am looking for as well a new beginning 'a new name.' ."Well... Jake did you say bye to your friends? "
{I don't have have friends that are living} " yes mother " bellowing under my breath. I visited Kate's grave it seemed .....empty almost abandoned. The dive ,killing me every mile ... The silent humming of the car nearly drove me insane, slowly knotting ......who knew it was going to be this hard .
A new start lying Right in front of me blinding - for all I know it could be just snow plain ...... cold -snow

[Well this is my first story tell me what you this I can't wright or spell Worth shit soooooo I hope I did not make your eyes bleed peace ]