I've always known that I'm difficult. But who isn't? And you, you're not making any of this easier.
I failed high school, I even failed elementary school to an extent. I'm not good at socials, science, math, p.e. or any academics really. It's not sad it's the truth.
The only thing I've ever been good at is art. Or I can hook a tv up like nobody's business.
Where did I go wrong in life? Why am I like this? I can't comprehend most of anything....
Am I crazy?
Of course I am! That's apart of life.
You don't realize that everyone makes mistakes, even if it's over and over and over again. I make to many of them so I should know.
I've always secretly hated myself. Whenever I'm happy, sad, angry, or whatever... whenever I feel any of those I want to kill myself or die somehow... it's sad, I know, but that's how I feel.
Can I change my life? Or will it always be this way?
I'll change my life, one way or another.
This page... is only my beginning, my start.
