Shadows

Chapter 1: Smiles

*PROLUGUE**

This is me
I wasn't born like this

But I think it is just real to be the unlucky me

I love to be in the dark
Like to show no spark
I don't want to show who I am by the way

I always hide on my hoodie
Which I always stay through the day

I know I'm revulotionary
That all of them States its scary

Revulotionary in two ways,
Being wet,

Wet with my big droplets of tears
Cause by the past
and being Dry
Dry by my thoughts that my dreams were hopeless,

I'm just this kind of mess
Who will pick a daisy
among the bunch of roses in the field

Coz its just me,
"HOODIE"

~kenneth~
Yey,, I finally finished my poem for today.

*knock*

"Come in" I mutter..

"So what's going on for the first two weeks of the class?
Mom smiling at me sweetly , while sitting beside my bed .

" actually it was just fine " I said coldly

"You always said it sweetheart. Tell me what happen during those two weeks while I'm away,," mom said looking at me playfully.

"Nothing too important you know. Same as always."
I reply while shrugging my shoulders.

>>well this is what actually happens everyday. I'm cold to her. Its not like I don't want her. The thing is , that, I just want her to give more time about our family. She always mind her business since dad died. Well I can't blame mom, to act like that way. Just to ease and forget the pain she feels. She's not the only one who feels pain, even me and my lil. Bro. Couldn't she make some more attention to us? maybe family bonding can help us, ease the pain inside. Which is cause by the death of our father two years ago. But I can't actually said it to her, because I'm cold.

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"Hey! Ken... Wait" sharlene calls me out. She's my only friend here at school. Coz actually I don't care anyone.

"Hey, I heard your mom's home already. " she said to me grinning

"Here." I gave her a set of makeup kit from England.
Since mom came from England for her business, and I really know about Sharlene. She likes makeup kit.

"Whoow ,, thanks ken.. Another collection of mine. I love you ken" she said while half hugging me.

"I'm late bye! See ya later." I said . since we don't have same classes . were in grade 11 and I'm major in photography. While she's major in culinary.

I sit at the middle line, beside the window. While pulling my hoodie down , where my hoodie almost covers my whole face.

My classmates get silence. Maybe sir. Capen just entered the classroom.

"Hey, yohw.. How's you doing guys?? " some unfamiliar voice talk at the front of the class.
-.- its Kirk. One of the famous boys here in school. Why are they here??
He's with his famous friends, zairus, hajizou (a half Japanese guy) and alster (the coolest guy in the school. All of the girls here in school, said he was perfect in appearance. Well we can't deny it. He's totally what you call "every girls dream" )
They are every girls dream. That's why all of the girls stares at them everytime .The thing is, why are they here? This is not there class.. But, who cares! I don't care.. Whatever,,