Hurt

Today was the first day of school I wish it wasn't but I have to go to school to get away from my mum she is always so mean to me I wish she wasn't she is ether drinking or sleeping with some guy she always is out but when she is home she beats me.

I get out of my bed and get dressed I put on my black shirt and black skinny jeans with rips at the knees my arms are covered with cuts and my legs have scares witch it don't bother me but my little brother seen them one day and asked what the were I said are cat. But it wasn't true and he thinks it is well it was to make him not to worry about me.

I open my door letting a could breeze hit me. I walk down stairs to the kitchen getting food out for my brother I make it for him I sit it down on the table for him so when he comes down stairs he will see it I write him a note telling him today was his first day and good luck at school. I put a smile at the end I get my bag and my sketching pad for art today. but today may be the last day for me I was going to do something that I always wanted to do. I was going to kill myself but I am going to do it the way my dad did jump off a bridge. My dad killed himself because of my mum she always made him feel like he was not worth it she makes me feel the same I like to say that I am always there for her but I'm never there because she always would hit me.

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hey it me I'm writing a new fanfic as you can tell this is going to be a long fanfic because why not i think I wrote a lot today I may be writing more after I publish this :)