This Book Is Just Well My Depressing Thoughts...

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I Wake Up I Cut I Bleed I Cry From The Pain In My Broken Shattered Heart I Faint I Wake Up And Cry Some More I Look At All The Happy People In The World And Say Heh How Lucky I Hold The Locket I Always Wear Around My Neck And Look At The Picture Of What I Once Used To Look Like My Eyes They Used To Shine So Bright But Now They Are Dull And Filled With Pain And Sorrow I Look At My Smile So Real So Full Of Happiness But Now All I Can Do Is Pull A Fake Smile To Hide My Pain I Look At My Wrists Not Even A Single Cut Or Bruise I Look At My Wrist Now Full Of Cuts Blood And Scars I Look At All The People Around Me And I Look At My Few Friends Who Have Not Seen The Real Me I Look Around At Pictures Of My Old Room So Bright So Full Of Posters Of My Old Loved Boy Bands And Look At My Room Now Its Now Covered In Black Paint The Only Things On My Walls Are My Depressed Quotes I Look Through My Old Phone So Many Nice Sweat Msg's I Look At My Phone Now Filled With Msg's Saying Kys You Are A Waste Of Oxygen I Smile And Laugh Knowing They Are Right I Grab My Blade Cut Some More Till I Faint And Wake Up The Next Day And Do Everything Over Again