I waited for your answer wanting it to be us, wanting it to be love but my head told me love was unachievable with you, or atleast thats how it feels.
I already knew your answer because in a way you were already gone, sure your mind played the tricks when your lips touched hers you thought of me you told me, you asked for my love along with hers. You used different words you said you possessed no love for her; the thought of it is rediculous so I gave you no word, if you knew it was shallow then why say those words and although its obsurd theres resistance in turning you down. My mind keeps twisting around not a sound comes from my lips..... finally my decision echos inside me im still indecisive and I wonder how did this sick twisted love come to find me this love is so horrible because its only one sided...slowly I feel the urge to stop trying .....but its love and love is blinding.
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Blinding 20/20
Poetrya poem I wrote for my first little thing here not really sure how this stuff works but here goes!
