We live to play a game called life ,
but if you're not really living life then what's the point in the game ?
They say that living life is like rolling dice , you never really know what to expect . So how can you expect the unexpected if you don't know what's gonna happen next ?
I guess we can't second guess our chances and never take things for granted but if the things that are granted to us give us our chances then what are the chances that we'll take that for granted ?
To me it's just all a joke that make people who tell us this choke by the words they constantly try to provoke us to listen to but what is there to listen to if we can't point out the truth ?
They feed us a billion lies but sometimes these lies can save or kill lives but eventually everyone dies and they made it clear that they don't care about our lives by telling us these lies that can kill or save lives cause to them we're just like little fruit flies .
See I try to live life but I think I go insane more than my brain can handle playing this game .
Everyday I face this pain that I can't really explain but I know I'm not the same because of the pain so I try to stay sane which makes me go insane cause nothing is the same .
I just want to make it to the end of this game to see if things will change or stay the same but what if things around me change but I stay the same or I change and everything around me stays the same ?
So am I the blame for all of this pain ? this pain is like fire but it's hard to put out the flame . it's a shame that people will remember the name of those who did self harm or committed suicide because of their pain . They'll remember the pain they felt by this burning flame of fear of not knowing if things will change or stay the same .
Maybe it's all a life lesson like the period in history called the Great Depression but if it's just a life lesson why are we constantly depressed by feeling like we won't overcome this depression ?
