a/n; asdfghjk! I know it's been like a week since I've updated. Christmas was hetic, and I hope you guys had an amazing Christmas and Santa visited you all cx I promise to update as much as I can c:
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Cutting The Pain Short
Numbing away my mind, so I do not feel that pain I portrayed. Scared of what will haunt me one day, that will be a day I will never forget.
I will try to cry my lies someways. I tried the cries, it only helped for awhile.
So I tried to feel something by letting my wrists and thighs bleed today. It felt so good to relieve the pain I had held inside for so long. It was unbearable.
I thought I would be okay again, but sadly I cut too deep. I made my mother weep. She crouched beside my lifeless, cold, hollow body asking "why?" to nobody who was there.
They tried to revive me, yes they did. At each moving moment my consciousnes slid.
I am sorry my dear loved ones. I was merely trying to feel relief. Instead now I pay my price, just because of that single slice. It ended my promising young life.
