Losing you

Chapter 1

I fell to the floor. My heart stopped for a second. She lays still. Slits on her wrist. Blood on the floor. Tears on the side of her eyes. She's gone. My vision started to blur. Tears filled my eyes. I was speechless. Couldn't let a word out.I rushed to her side. I shook her, trying to bring what once was a happy girl back to life.

"N-no..N-N-No Sarah! Why!?", I was able to stutter out the words. She can't do this to me.
I grabbed my phone out of my pocket. Hands shaking. I swiped to emergency dial. I called the ambulance.

"H-Help me. P-p-please my gi-girlfriend she....", I can't say it out. It burdens me.

"She c-com-committed s-suicide", I cried as I look at her lifeless body. If I walked in a little earlier, I could've saved her. Regrets ran through my veins.

"Sir, please stay calm. An ambulance is on its way.", The lady on the phone said. I looked back at once was a cheerful girl. I grabbed her hand. They were cold. Then I felt my last chance of hope. A pulse. She's alive. The ambulance arrived and they laid her on a stretcher. I was worried. Can they save her? I hope so.

We arrived at the ambulance and they rushed her to the ER. I ran with them too.
As I was about to enter the operating room, a nurse pushed me back.

"I'm sorry sir but only doctors can pass through this point.", the nurse said. I sat outside and waited. I put my face in my Palm. Why would she do that!? Why? Why? An hour later, the doctor walks out with a shallow face.

"She lost alot of blood. We tried to save her but she never made it. I'm sorry for your loss", he told me. I felt like my whole world just took a hit from a big avalanche. My own girl. My own world.

"Jacob!", a familiar voice shouted. I turned around and saw her mother running to me.
"Is sarah alright?", She asked worriedly. I looked around a saw that the doctor left. I hate to have to be the one to tell her. I had that feeling in my stomach that I hated. I just shook my head side to side. Tears formed in her eyes. She fell to the floor. I too started to cry. She was sobbing.

"Why would she do such a thing?", I didn't want to make the situation worst by bringing up the family problems so I just stayed quiet.

After awhile, the doctors called her mother in to sign some papers regarding her daughter.

__________________________________2 hours later_______________________________

I looked at her through the little glass cover on her coffin. It has been a while since I saw so much peace in her. She looked calm. A part of me was happy for her. That she has escaped her life full of hell. Atleast she won't suffer now. But the other part wished that she told me about what she's going through. I never knew. And I still don't know.

---------------------------------------day of the funeral---------------------------------

I watched as they lowered her coffin. She is just a memory now. Everything we once had is gone. I felt really numb. The journey home was worse. My mind was battling the thought of dying with her. I wanted to commit suicide as well. I'm gone without her. But I knew that sarah wouldn't be happy if I did that. I looked at the glass and saw my reflection. I looked like a mess. A haggard mess. When I reached home, I took a shower and "tried" to sleep. I got none that night.

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Thanks for reading guys!!! I hope u liked it.
I know it's sad but don't worry it gets better.
Cast:
Jacob Coleman- Dylan o'brien
Sarah Gilmore- Ashley benson
Tanya Kane- sasha pieterse
Ezra mcnaugh- Ian Harding
Eliza Cowley- hailee steinfeld
Jess taylor- Victoria justice