My body's shaking and my vision's blurred, but I'm okay.
My heart aches and my stomach churns, but I'm okay.
My mind is racing as I'm quietly debating....
Am I really okay?
A person can only take so much; that's what they say.
But how do we know when enough is enough?
Is it when we find ourselves breaking as our minds seem to start decaying?
Or is it when we feel that we can't take it any longer, because we can't motivate ourselves to get any stronger?
With that said, I lay here crying because I really don't seem to be trying....
How do we know when to get up and continue on?
Is it when we find someone that gives us purpose, even when we don't feel that we deserve it?
Or when we find happiness in our life; that euphoric feeling that makes us feel as though we can strive?
With that said, my crying has subsided and I don't feel like I'm dying....
I'm okay.
After all that's happened, I'm okay.
I have to remind myself, I'm okay.
I'm going to have to be anyways.
