Common Sense

One of Life's Problems: Bullies

All of the people I know are simply amazing.
Except the bullies.

People have there own special things to them- even for bullies. They are special, yes, but we all should know why they are so mean.
Because of Us. Because of Life.
Because of Me.
I am simply, a bully. To whom, you may ask?

..Myself.

I get bullied a lot. And I bet that you get bullied as well. Or maybe not.
Maybe you are one of those lovely people who never get made fun of.
Well that, that is not me. I am different. I am someone whom you will meet, and I will slowly decay over time. Why? Bullies, that is why.

I am so sick and tired of someone calling me emo just because of the music I listen to.
I am done with people making fun of the clothes I wear because I can't afford better ones.

I am giving up. I can't not let this stuff get to me. How? I can't let it go. It all hurts. My friends don't cry, because they are strong. I? I am no strong person. I wouldn't come to me looking for support because all I do is weep and cry over my own crap and not yours.
I am so terrible to all of my friends, and I wish I was truly better. If you knew me like the back of your hand, you'd tell me that I am not bad. But you know what? That is why I love those people. Because they take their own time to make me happy.

Make yourself happy. Make yourself smile. Make you be forever happy, and not me. I don't need it. I can weep over it, because that is what I do. I can't fix anything.

I can't help anyone. I can't do anything.
And you know why? Because of you bullies, and what you do. Why do you always have to hurt us? Why do we have to listen to you? When did we become your little servants?

Oh. I know, never.

But what do ya know? I love and hate myself. I am done with you bullies, and you know how I will push you away? My mouth.
My hand.
Your face.
And you walking away.

Especially you bullies that hurt my friends. You will not do anything to them again, got it?

Because I love those other people. I would do anything for you guys. Trust me.

And that is how I ramble over bullies and myself. I'm weird and different, aren't I?

Hey! I thank all you people who allow me to cate for you! I love you type of people, a lot. You deserve it! The people who don't care about only themselves are the best kind of people. And I truly am pointing out, are..

MaurelleTheShadow,

shadowXshadow

And

-idk-theahh

They are truly amazing and I couldn't do anything without them. Thank you guys. I love you.