It's a strange feeling. Once you've known that absence of it. It's like wearing the same clothes every single day of your life, then trying on a different shirt for awhile. The old clothes don't seem as converting as they used to, not as soft as they use to. This feeling is an empty feeling, it's like seeing an old old man sigh. A sigh that brings sadness. This feeling is the feeling of knowing no one out there.... cares. Cares about you or your feelings or your life. The feeling of picking up your phone and seeing.... nothing. No texts, no snaps, no nothing. Just and empty screen saver... not even a notification that you need to update your phone or it's someone's birthday of Facebook. It's the realization that you have no one, nothing. No one to say good morning to you, no one to say "I love you" to, no one to care about. Your alone, your all alone. Your empty
