And I ask her the question that keeps bugging me every night since the day we separated..
"What happened to us?"
She smiled while still not looking at me. A genuine one.
"Uhh, seriously?" And then she laugh.
I feel confused when she laughed and I don't know, a stab in my heart?
"How can she smile and laugh like that after everything that happened to us?" I thought.
"Yes," I answered her. "I mean, I don't have even any idea why you left me." Then I nervously laughed.
She stop laughing after hearing what I said and turned serious but still not looking at me.
"What happened?" I asked again.
"Well, you were busy looking at her all the time, while I was busy taking care of you. While I was busy doing everything for you. I was busy and dying to have even a little bit of your glance." She stop and turned to me, looking straight into my eyes. "I was busy loving you while you were busy loving her."
I feel the stab in my heart of the every words she said to me.
I stare into her eyes.
"And you got tired?"
She smiled bitterly and her as I stare at her eyes I saw emotions that I didn't saw when we're still together, sadness, pain and love? Or.. loved?
"Of loving you? No. But being fool on you? Maybe.. Yeah."
