I walk into my room and slam the door out of anger. I immediately grab a knife and began walking towards my desk. I look at my knife and think of the things i could do with it god there so brilliant. Anyways i start carving into my desk i carve my girlfriends name Sammy and put a heart around it. I put down my knife and look around my room for something to entertain me i bet my mom has something like she always does. I walk to my mom doing what she normally does and i decide to join in. It didn't take long until i was "entertained". My mom shaking and wide eyed decided to leave the house for a little while and i don't blame her dad will be home soon. Since im one of the most responsible ones in my family i hide my moms things from my father because he is known to steal her things. I go into my room lock the door and hide in my closet hoping my dad will ignore my room today. I sat there for about an hour but it felt like 5 minutes because i was watching all the things on my wall move around. I think its crazy how the world turns the way it does. i bet you do you ignorant son of a bitch your mom has left the house high and your busy watching your wall you fucking asshole. FUCK YOU I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU YOU MONSTER YOU SICKENING BEAST NO ONE LOVES YOU AND NO ONE WILL!! LIES SAMMY LOVES ME SAMMY LOVES ME SAMMY LOVES ME SAMMY LOVES ME!!! SHE DOSENT EVEN KNOW YOU EX--BANG my thoughts immediately interrupted... dads home. Another bang but this time on my door BANG BANG OPEN UP JACK in a panic i begin to board up my closet door he seems anger yer than usual WHERE IS YOUR MOTHER i sit in silence high out of my mind waiting for him to leave. I realize that i had forgotten my knife so i unboard my closet door and make a dash for the knife. i grab it and that's when the door burst open *BANG* YOU SON OF A BITCH IS THAT A KNIFE? i look him in the eye and say stay away from me. He laughs and says YOUR PATHETIC YOU DON'T HAVE THE BALLS TO KILL ME. He takes to steps at me and i jab at him with the knife but i was to high to realize that i swung the wrong way. he was able to kick me down and get a hold of the knife. Unsure what to do i thought about how high i was and closed my eyes. My dad picks me up and puts the knife to my throught WERE IS YOUR MOTHER? i simply say i don't know he throws the knife across my room and it stabs into my wall above my bed. my dad throws me out of my room against the wall banging my head i start to have faded vision. My dad looks at me and says YOU LYING LITTLE BASTARD. he begins to hit me and hit me until i wake up in my bed. im in so much pain i begin to walk and it hurts everything hurts. im not high so i have a headache but that's alright ill fix that. i need to see Sammy at least i have school today i want to be with her. I get ready for school and walk past my mom and dads bedroom and just see my dad asleep. Unsure of where my mom went i worry about her but i grab my knife and put it in my back pack. i finally see the bus come towards the drive way and i sprint to the bus. The whole time i was thinking about Sammy and how amazing she was. I cant wait to see her shes in my first class third row fourth desk. i make it onto the bus and look around noone talking as usual every one was listening to music. THOSE MOTHER FUCKERS THINK THEY CAN IGNORE ME. They don't matter they will never know me for who i am.
