your mind is somewhere i have never been; yet
i feel familiar with it, i feel as if it is mine
each beautiful thought and word comforting
reminding me of why, and reminding me of good things
like high street and puddles and crimson leaves and snow
and butterflies in my garden when i was little.
did you know?
that i have never understood
how you unsettle me
and shake the very foundation of my being
your eyes have their unspeakable depth
the cosy warmth of your existence leaves me
euphoric.
the skillful mystery of your love
will forever reside within me
your smallest gesture leaves my
soul beating and my heart glowing
and my heart beating and my soul glowing
what is it about you?
what is that sinking in my stomach when you leave
what is that gnawing at my heartstrings
what is that glowing pride when you succeed
what is that burning rage when you are hurt
what is that sharp pang
of fear
at the thought of losing you?
never go
because
going
will make me close.
although beautifully,
but
take care.
take care of my heart
as i have left it with you
