Who am I? The existential question, what am I doing here? I don't know. I am the girl who seems to be invisible, the one in the corner, lonely, the one whose life seems to be easy. But lots of people don't know about me, they think they do, but there's something inside, there is something that people wouldn't imagine of, they just know how I am at school, but things are different, things aren't as easy for me as they think, people say me sometimes that try are in problems, or that they have problems, but everyone has bad days, I have that days too sometimes, I have a lot of thing to worry about, violin clases, the club, my dog, my friends. If I am the girl who's always writing, the girl who just smiles and blushes with every one, is because I don't feel well, I don't like being the "best" but I like giving the best of me because that's the better thing I can do, I feel depressed most of the time, why? I don't know, I don't have a reason, maybe is because my mistakes make a lot of noise in my head, the confusion is very active in my mind, I'm nervous most of the time, that's why my fingers get badly every day, if I'm shy, maybe is because I'm not ready for this change, something is missing in my life, but I don't know what's missing. So who am I? Now I know, I am a girl who has to discover what's missing, what's her purpose and what's new in her life, I need a change, a good change, a change that can make me feel happy every day, I don't need love, I need friendship. What I really need, is an adventure.
