Just madness, shame
Confusion, disgrace.
Numbness and blame
Cold fingers, cold face.
Where am I right now, am I lost in you?
I don't feel like living, am I finally dead?
Did I find your love? Did I find the truth?
My bad again, I forgot to take my meds..
Hatred,ignorance and pain
Loneliness, sadness and fear.
Shivers down my spine, no gain
Nothing left, 'cause you're not here.
I shall simply drown forever in eternal darkness
I could smash my heart, take out my both eyes and yell:
„Whether I'm dead or alive, it is nothing more nor less!
There will be neither Earth nor Heaven where I'll dwell."
