Life is full of hatred

Growing from a black hole in my mind.

Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter or Bellatrix Lestrange I only own my imagination of what her life could have been like.

When Bellatrix Ophelia Black was Born, her Mother fawned over her only letting her Sister-In-Law hold the Tiny Girl for a Mere Two Minutes before hurriedly taking the Baby back.

Bellatrix Black was a Beautiful Baby, Dark Hair, Pale Skin, Rosy Cheeks, thin Lips and Amazing Dark Eyes as she grew she continued to be a Pretty Little Girl.
( I made up her Middle name)

At Two Years Old she became a Big Sister to a little Girl Andromeda, her Mother was Busy looking after Baby Andy that whenever Bellatrix asked her to Play with her Druella told her to find her father Bellatrix toddled down the Hall to where her Father's Study was hoping that he might Play with her but she came back out looking very angry Cygnus Black was a Busy Man, he stated he didn't have time to play Childish Games.

Four Years Old Bellatrix could already pronounce her R's but now her Mother was Looking after Two Year Old Andromeda and their Baby Sister Narcissa, that her Mother didn't have Anytime to Play with her and her Father was Busy with Work so he couldn't read to her, although Bellatrix was an Exceptional Reader, some Nights when her Mother put her Little Sisters down to sleep she watch as her Father would sneak In and Read to them and use funny Voices.And Bellatrix would lay in Bed wondering, Hoping her Father or Mother would Sneak into her Room and Read in Silly Voices to her, but no One Ever Did.

When Bellatrix turned Six she began to feel Unwanted by her Parents Andy was Four and Cissy now Two, but that didn't stop her Mother Fawning over Andy and Cissy. When the Girls were Together playing she stared at Bellatrix telling her Big Girls didn't play with Toys. As her Mother noticed her Room was getting small for her she decided to get Cygnus to Move Bellatrix things up into the Attic Room which was now hers, at night it was very Dark, and every-night she lay hiding her Head under the Covers frightened she had also noticed it was a lot small then her Old Room.

Bellatrix grew from a Pretty Little Girl into a Beautiful Young Teenager by now she was full of Hate for her Parents, she didn't blame her Sisters for her What her Parents did, but at times she was Jealous, when her Father and Mother greeted them by Kissing Cissy's Forehead or Hugging Andy and she only got a nod of the Head, she didn't even know if Andy or Cissy noticed she got less Attention then them, they must of thought she Hated the Attention because she was the Oldest, but what Bellatrix deeply craved was the Attention.

Bellatrix Black had Gone from a Happy, Loved Baby to a Miserable, Forgotten Teenager when Bellatrix turned Fifteen she was told that Her Parents had Arranged for her to be Married to Rodolphus LeStrange, when she complained that she Didn't want to be Married yet, her Mother informed her that she was to do as she said and Marry him.

After the Marriage Rod's Parents told her's that they had given Rod a House as his Wedding Present. At Age 17 her Parents told her she was to produce a Heir, Bellatrix was happy to be Away from her Parents but Miserable because she was Married to a Man she Didn't Love and she was Suppose to give him a Child.As years Went by Bellatrix Became Pregnant but Tragedy after Tragedy happen not one Single Baby they tried for Lived she was suddenly becoming more depressed with each Child she lost she had several Miscarriages, but the One that drove her off the Edge was the Last Attempt she tried, she was Excited Because the Baby Kept Growing unlike the Other Babies she had Tried for but her Happy World Shattered when her Little Girl was a Still-Born, she told her Husband that she gave up, she didn't want to try for anymore Babies because she knew they would just keep Dying.

When she Heard of that Dark Lord Voldemort was asking for Followers she wondered to herself what more did she have to lose, her Own Parents forgot about her, she was Married to a Man she Didn't Love And, Every time she Fell Pregnant her chances of ever having Someone Small to Love and Who Loved her back was suddenly taken away.So she offered to be his Most Faithful and Loyal Servant to Serve him, she became known throughout the Wizarding World as Hateful and Insane and when Harry Potter was a Year Old he Broke her Master's Powers she got Locked away for Torturing Many People.

As the Years Flew by her Master Resurfaced and she stayed Loyal to him, She Broke out of the Horrid Prison Azkaban to be back with her Master, Most believe she was In Love with him, but it was more she Loved what Power he Had.And as Bellatrix Ophelia Black fought against Molly Weasley(Née Prewitt) she knew that if she Died Tonight no One would ever Cry for Her.