Hard to forget/ hbr

It was him

I'm 16 years old now I've grown a lot since I moved back to California
2 years ago

Lots of things have happened

The day I left to la 2 years ago
I said goodbye to someone who I spent a lot of time with... someone who I loved
A lot
A week after I landed back in la I started thinking to myself
How am I gonna use this opportunity for good
I went back to school a week after those thoughts and all was well in my classes I got honors and made varsity  softball which I still don't know how happened cause I feel like I suck at everything
Me and hunter were still together for about 5 months after the move till we became distant and we're obligated to break up due to distance it was hard and it took a while to get over I was comforted by a lot friends those few days
I have a best friend now who doesn't betray me  her name is may
I  have learned over time  that I shouldn't trust girls so I have an other best friend
Eric

As much as I miss hunter it's okay because I remember the days we were together and he used to tell me that everything will sort its self out and be alright I remember his warm hazel eyes always making me feel safe and loved I remember his comforting amazing hugs that would remind me where my safe place was

I try not to think about it but you can't forget about someone you loved
You just can't
He's a big superstar now he got a singer career and honestly we all knew that would happen so it wasn't much of a surprise to the fandom although we were all very proud and happy :)

I reach my legs over my bed and turn off my alarm then I walk into the bathroom
I brushed teeth
Washed my face
And did my make up
Mascara
Foundation
lip stick
Highlight
Not much
I looked in the mirror
And then walked in the other room and put on a peach lace up shirt
Skinny ripped jeans and my white adidas
I took a pic in the mirror and put it on snapchat
*morning 😈*
I grabbed my backpack and walked out the door grabbing my keys
saying goodbye to my mom and dad
I was off to school
I liked school
I'm really social but I get good grades

I walk to my first Period with Eric right next to me
As he's looking frequently back at his phone as I keep hearing alerts
"Who is that"
E- Um that kid in our 3rd period

I looked confused for a second
E- Alex
T- ugh the kid who always stares at me
E- yup
So basically Alex stared at me all the time yeah we're friends but he's kinda creepy and he hits on Almost very girl
And when ever he sees me and he's with another girl he completely ignores me
It's so irritating
We enter first period
As I check my snapchat

I don't have hunter on snapchat it's hard to see his snaps
I don't know if I love him anymore I don't know what it feels like anymore
I was in love
Was
I'm sitting in history listing to the teacher
Blah blah blah
Till the the bell

It's now the middle of 3rd period and I'm starting at the back of Alex's head
We switched seats in class
Great
Eric is away from me now and Alex is right near me
He keeps dropping his pencil
I know he's faking it
It's obvious
He picks up his pencil each time glaring at me
Alex isn't ugly
He's not SEXY
he's alright
He has brown hair brown eyes
Rosy cheeks
Sharp jawline and cheekbones
He's alright
"Okay class discuss the last 4 paragraphs we just read with a neighbor near you"
Oh no
Alex turns around smiling very quickly
"So.."
I start rambling trying to get it to go as quickly as possible
As he stares into my eyes
"Your eyes are beautiful"
I smirk and cringe my eyebrows "there the same color as yours"
I scoff
A- yeah but your are soft and
He paused
Different
T- if that's a complement then thanks
He smiles again

That smile can make any girl scream
But I can't do it I'm not falling for him
The bored says to create a overview for each paragraph and by the time we get to the 2 the teacher says we have 3 minutes till the bell rings and it's due tomorrow
"Shoot we don't have  enough time
Um I'll just do it at home"
A- no are you kidding I'm gonna do some work
We end up exchanging numbers
:(:
The bell rings and we leave the class
I go straight to Eric
"He has my number"
He laughs in my face
And I slap his arm
"This is serious"
I say walking into the cafeteria
E- good luck with that dude
T- thanks
I roll my eyes

The next day of school was the same
Like everyday
Till Thursday came along
And as I was sitting in English 4th period
Listing to the teacher a familiar voice
Came off a phone form the corner of the room and a phone lit up when I looked and quickly shut off
"Sorry sorry that was me"
I heard Alexa say

I knew that voice
It's not
It's might be
No           no no no
I whisper "Alexa was that a snapchat"
She whispers back
A- yeah
T-who's
A- um a famous Person he's a singer
My heart dropped
It was him
My eyes were getting wet now and I couldn't help my self
I burst out of the class room and ran to an empty bathroom and looked at my self in the mirror
Tatiana
It was hunter
I took a deep breath and stood there for 2 minutes
and walked back to class  saying I had an emergency as an excuse
I sat back in my seat confused by my thoughts
His voice sounded so raw and nice
Just deeper
It seemed like No time has changed
It was hunter
Hunter rowland
Hunter Bryce rowland

My first love
What is he up to now a days?