Author's Note: WARNING! THERE'S ANOTHER SPG HERE! And it's more sensitive! So be careful, especially those who are just minors!! But anyway, enjoy!!
CHAPTER SEVENTEEN
Kyuhyun's POV
"They said that they love me, but they didn't. They all betrayed me. Now, nobody loves me." Reika said while crying really hard. I suddenly felt pity for her.
Whenever I see girls who were craving for love on dramas and movies, I tend to be irritated and say, 'Stupid! You do not beg for love. You just wait for someone to give it back to you.' But whenever I see Reika crying, it makes me feel pity for her. That for someone like her, love isn't something she needs to beg for, she deserves to receive it.
"Sssshhhh. Don't say that. There are a lot of people who loves you. Your members are there. Super Junior is there. Even the GALS are there. They all love you." I tried my best to speak with full of encouragement. I don't want her to lose hope or something. For me, she does not deserve to be like this, so I did all my best to comfort her.
She suddenly moved, so I looked at her. And she was actually looking at me. And God! I just realized how pretty she is. Her beautiful tantalizing eyes, which glimmers because of her tears. Her stiff nose. And her beautifully shaped lips, which looks like telling guys that she deserves to be kissed passionately and whole-heartedly. It's just then that I realized how true their fans say about her, of being like an angel sent from heaven. And now, looking at the angel's eyes, I'm starting to drown at her deep stare.
"Oppa. Can it be you?" she suddenly said. "Can you be the one who'll love me? Can you love me?"
With that lovely voice and that beautiful face, how can a man like me even resist? With that wonderful lips, who would not attempt to kiss her?
And before I knew it, I just suddenly felt my lips touching hers. What a soft, tender lips! Who would not want to kiss this?
Suddenly, I felt a liquid running through my nose. Wait. Is she crying? I don't want to make her cry.
Then, suddenly, I felt myself deepening the kiss. Soft but very passionate. I feel like drowning through her lips, I couldn't resist myself. Deeper and deeper I get into her. And I can even feel how she answers my kisses. I want to make her feel that she's not alone, and that she deserves to be loved.
When I parted my lips from hers, we were both catching our breaths. Then, I looked at her. I saw a glow in her eyes, like her eyes were smiling.
"Saranghaeyo, Kyuhyun oppa." (I love you, Kyuhyun oppa.) she said smiling. I saw a different glow in her eyes. A glow I haven't seen from the previous girls I've dated.
And I couldn't resist myself again, that's why I gave her another deep and passionate kiss. A kiss saying that I'm ready to give all the love that she needs. And she was again, answering my kisses. A kiss so deep that I had laid her down the bed. I continued kissing her and she continued kissing me back. We have fallen to each other's kisses.
I was about to unbutton her shirt when I snapped out of my thoughts. What are you doing, Jo Kyu Hyun? Are you taking the situation for granted?
I stopped kissing her and looked at her. She was lying down the bed, wrapping her arms around my neck, while I was above her, and were kissing passionately as if we were a couple. But we're not. And I'm not even dating her, nor am I courting her. But what are we doing? What am I doing? Really, am I not taking advantage of the situation?
She suddenly hugged me. "Kyuhyun oppa, please stay beside me. Please don't leave me, okay? I really love you."
I don't even know if what she says is true or she has just said that because she's drunk, and depressed. I don't even know if that 'I Love You' is really for me or not. Though she clearly said my name, I don't know if that is enough for me to believe that it's really for me, or she just said my name because she knew I was here beside her.
