Her First Crush

day 1: a new year

Myla's P.O.V

   here it was my first year of highschool of course I was nervous terrifde even "its just like middle school..no big deal" I kept whispering to my self while walking to the door of the school walked inside slowly i looked around i was already shaking i though i was going to collapse like my legs were pulls out from under me i quickly looked into my bag and pulled out my skedual "ok science first..." i told my self looking around i thought i might stop at the cafeteria for breakfast but heck i didn't know how to get there! i saw a teacher and i asked her to show me the cafetaria if she could she gladly accepted i thanked her so much i was beginning to thing she got annoyed by it she leaded me there and i looked around i got my breakfast and sat down at a table, i felt out of place everyone had friends already i never really had friends before I've always hung  out with guys at my old school but we all moved different schools when high school came around i sat there eating alone then some kids that looked disabled or had some type of sickness sat at the table.."sweet heart would you mind moving over there this is a reserved table for "reasons" a woman said to me "uh sure no problem" i replayed i instantly felt like an idiot "great job you sat at the wrong table great way to start your year huh' i mumbled to my self sitting at  a different table but still alone i was looking around the room at all the students...they were so tall "tch...tall people...." i growled at myself iv always been short i got it from my mother but of course i never got teased by it because i dont let people tease me never have..

     as i was looking around the cafeteria i accidently locked eyes with another teacher he waved at me "hi how are you?" he asked he was so friendly i was surprised "tired...nervous.." i told him with that 'tired smile' i always have when i wanna avoid eye contact with people "nervous? about what?" he asked sitting across from me "its my first year at this school and I'm scared I'm ganna get lost.." i told him he started to go on and on about how its real easy to find my way around this place and how there's web leaders to help i thanked him and went on with my day

     i had social studies next i was already in the room next to my friend Justin he and i were friends last year i looked around the room for a moment so many girls that looked more mature i didn't really i usely figure there sassy or just brats that ill get into a fight with soon i kept looking around the room to see a boy with black curly hair not to poofy but not to flat he had freckles all over his face i didn't understand why i focused on  him the most i realized a spaced out when Justin put a hand over my face, i shook my head and looked back "huh?" i asked looking confused "you spaced out again..you feeling ok..? dont go passing out on me again" Justin said jokingly i know what he was talking about last year i was walking with my group with my usual outgoing self and was walking through the halls and all of a sudden..i felt dizzy i had them when i was younger something wrong with my brain would get so dizzy i would fall to the floor and pass out "ha ha very funny" i said sarcasticly the class started and i was already bored

    it was almost the end of the day it was going great so far i realized i have math class with my friend Jackson he and i were friends since last year in the little group we had he was still the old goofy Jackson i knew before nothing changed about him..i was glad..

   the last class of the day started, it was ELA (English language arts aka wrighting and reading) i met my teacher but at the time i was really quiet almost mute i sat at the far side of the room with my own little desk i once again looked around the room i was still..alone...i only have 3 classes with my friends..i was worried i cant just hang out with them forever i need to try to make some friends that are female at least! i growled at my own frustration  i looked around the room again then sighed and disided to draw while the teacher is handing out papers

~~~~i hope you like the first part~! ill try and make long ones more often! see you in the next update~! bai~!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~