(WARNING: THIS IS GORY AND DISTURBING CONTINUE AT YOUR OWN RISK AND BAD GRAMMER )
Hello this is the first time you have heard or noticed me, of course you don't know me but i know you i have been in love with you ever since i saw you in first year, you were sitting by yourself listening to music you looked kind of sad. your blonde hair short saved on the sides and your glasses were just too cute for me to handle. I hope we get to know one another soon.
Wow how could it be that we both joined the boy's volleyball team, well i knew you were going to join so i had to only to get closer to you. I love to watch you i do it all the time. Oh you remember the time you first talked to me your golden eyes staring into my brownish green ones the first word you spoke to me "idiot" i'll always remember that it was nice getting to talk to you, i love your voice.
So today was semifinals and i can see you were getting stressed i want to help but not yet, it's too early. You were standing middle court that's no surprise, i have expected that you would be the best middle blocker on the team. Wow you're really amazing
Still not time to help yet, wait a bit.
We made it through semifinals and we get a few days to relax before finals it looks like you need it, i'm here for you if you need me. I merely blend into the background till it comes to my float jump serve. You are always there giving me encouragement thank you you come off as cold but your really nice that's another thing i love that about you
Now it's the day before finals and you look nervous don't throw up okay but if you did i would help you clean it, its no issue for me helping you after all you have done for me i'll wait till after finals to confess to you though. I love you Tsukki
Today is finals you are on the court i always love to see you up there you look so focused on the ball it's truly amazing site the way your hair flips as you jump your already up there ready to block just in time but of course it goes through soon they trade you out with
Suga why? Thats stupid nobody's better than you Tsukki.
They won the first set all because of that bloody spiker but you did amazing the next one is going to be a win for us because you will be there, i just know you will pull the whole team.
I was right we won because of your amazing blocking skills.
we ... lost again you look sad Tsukki are you okay? Im sure you get the next one its okay
(there would usually be five matches but i'm cutting it down to three for progression of the story)
Now it's time Tsukki, i will help you know i asked coach for a chance to go in the game and he said okay so i switched with the short boy so i could do my serve, i want to help you as much as i can because i love you i would do anything for you.
We won this feels amazing and Tsukki you're smiling i love your smile we all went out to celebrate. I asked you if you wanted to come over since we are best friends now then i will confess my feelings towards you tsukki i hope you return them.
When we got to my house i had to invite you in of course it's impolite not to my mom greeted us at the door you nodded and i bowed to my mother, she just loves you as much as i do but hopefully not as much because that would cause a problem and i might just have to get rid of her.
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We are sat upon my bed when i finally decide to say something, "tsukki i have to tell you something" he just nods " i like you" you look at me " cool i like you too" my insides turn to slush i'm so happy i could burst i have this amazing feeling " i mean we are friends" you continue all of those happy feeling i had just now crumbled under your words. "oh no i mean i love you as a partner as a love interest" you looks at me with pure horror "what" "that's Disgusting two guys can be together" you get up and walk to my door but not yet Tsukki i'm not done with you yet i have to make you realize how i feel grab the back of your shirt "you're not going anywhere yet i slam you back onto my bed and i pull the knife from my bedside drawer "oh silly me before we can get to this fun i have to make sure you can't scream or move for that matter luckily i have some tape" i tape you to my bed and tape your mouth you have screamed loudly but i assured mother that we were playing a game "now the real fun can begin" laughing like a maniac "you look so scared tsukki are you not having fun?" you shook your head frightfully " I'm glad i can be good fun for tsukki" i take the knife and plunge it deep into your side "do you not like that tsukki?" you shake your head again i cut along your shirt ripping it open i rub on your belly before ripping it open with my knife blood pouring out the wound i put my hands on the cut holding back the piece of skin so i can get to the next, and the next and the next, finally i see them all of your wonderful organs in a pool of blood i love this sight in front of me i reach my hand out and grab your intestine and squish it in my hand, i threw it off to the side and licked my hand "wow tsukki's blood is amazing" and then i grab your liver then your kidneys and i pull all of your organs out till i get to the last and my personal favorite your heart it's beating slowly and i can tell you're barely alive i lay a kiss upon your lips and whisper "tsukki i love you" i cut out your heart and those are the last words you hear then your world goes dark.
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YEAH I'M SORRY ABOUT THIS
