My Kawaii Little Neko

I never thought I would fall for you as hard as I have… I've only been with you for a month, yet I want to be with you for as long as possible.

When we first met, I still felt hurt. I didn't want to fall in love after being hurt three times… Not to mention I have a lot of baggage and I was only 17… AM only 17… And I didn't want to burden anyone with that….

But somehow, you made me fall again.

We first met on Amino. We talked for a couple days and I mentioned I had never Roleplayed before… So you offered to help me learn. And we became PuzzleShipping RP partners.

You became my Neko!Yugi, and I became your Vampire!Yami.

After a couple weeks, we became friends and started talking more… It was then I began falling hard. It wasn't until a week before we got together that I realized my feelings.

But I was afraid. I didn't want to be rejected, and just talking was enough for me.

And then the asshole came into the equation. I felt a bit jealous… And when I said I was more important and you should pay more attention to me… I panicked and said that I didn't mean to sound clingy.

And that's when you asked if I was getting jealous.

Of course, I denied it at first. But then you asked me if I had a crush on you… I said I didn't want to tell…

And that's when you told me you had a crush on me too.

It was then I asked you out, suddenly feeling a bit confident. When you said yes, I felt so happy.

But our relationship was a bit rocky.

To protect my friend, you fake-dated the asshole I mentioned before… So many times I was jealous… So many times I wanted to tell him that you were not his…

But I didn't because I trusted your plan to get rid of him.

Most of my friends called it cheating… Most didn't believe in you… But a few of us did, and I will be grateful to those who supported me when I felt down and in doubt… They will forever be my siblings.

There were a couple times in our one month of dating that I almost had a breakdown… That I almost went back to bad habits because of the stress the whole situation with that asshole gave

.. And I tried so hard not to…

But three weeks into our relationship, I gave in… For the first time in months, I reverted back to an old habit… I couldn't help it. It was calling to me.

And Sunday marked a glorious day: we got rid of the asshole. Finally, after a month of stressing about him, we can finally be together.

I still have doubts… I still have fears… I still have baggage...

But I know that with you by my side, I can get through anything.

I love you, My Kawaii Little Neko.