Don't blame me if I decide to leave
Don't even ask Me to stay. ..
I don't need your empathy now
I'm just gonna learn to live in grey ...
I wanted us to be an Us
I wanted us to be a WE
I was ready to fight for you ...
Stick around with yourchoas
And do whatever it takes to make it through
I hoped to stop feeling scared
Leaving my pillow besides
I wanted you to be always around
Tell me "I am here baby" & take my hand
I wanted to save you from you
Bring out all the buried sadness
Take your sorrow tears fears hide it in my hand
Open your heart & let me throught
But you said "Stop stay away from me I'm no good , I am doing this for both of us I don't wanna hurt You. .. I can't live with this cuz you make me what I don't wanna be , in love and weaker with and without you "
So I took my feelings away
Swallow them like a piece of cake
But damn that was not easy
Cuz I can feel poison in my throat
We always love and lost once In our lives
And sometimes losing is good
Yeah .. good when it makes you stronger
Wiser .. more careful and careless ...
Learn to get up on your feets
walk alone in the dark million miles
