Lexi Cullen 🃏

Chapter 2

Lexi's P.O.V

I was currently blasting music all over the house  because I was dealing with boredom. My asshole parents were out with Renesmee having a 'family' day out.

Yet they didn't even include me? Typical.

It's not like I care because I don't it's because they just do this to torture me. Thinking I'll get all upset and shit. Nope.

Well okay, I lied. Maybe it hurts a bit.

I walked into the living room, seeing my uncles, my auntie and nana Esme. Gramps, Carlisle, was at work. He was a doctor.

"Hey everyone!" I said, sitting next Emmet, watching him play his games.

"Hey sweetheart, you hungry?" Nana Esme asked.

"Hmm, I am indeed." I smiled.

"Okay."

I looked around the room and put my head in my hands. It was rather quiet. Which was kinda natural but not to this extent.

"Here you go, sweetie."

Esme made me grilled cheese, my favourite. Mhm.

Unfortunately, I don't have a gift, as you know. But which I'm totally cool about I guess. Renesmee has a gift but it's shit, I mean really shit. All she does is touch someone's cheek and show them stuff.
I mean, my parents liked her more because of that? Stupid.

"Hey everyone!"

Looks like the assholes are back.

"It was awesome!!" Renesmee squeaked.

I just sat and finished my sandwich and ignored her.

"You should have gone with us, Lexi.." she came and sat next to me. "Oh, wait.. you aren't part of the family so that's a shame." She whispered in my ear.

"Are you seriously going to be that kind of a bitch?!" I stood up. "I don't know who you think you are but you have no fucking right to come in here and brag about your 'fun' time you had and then say I should have gone but I can't because I'm not part of the family. DO I GIVE A FUCK? GO AND HAVE FUN I DONT CARE. Why won't you fucking get that into your stupid pea size brain. Go and get loved and cherished by YOUR parents. I do not fucking care." I snapped.

"Don't talk to her like that!" Bella shouted at me.

"Don't tell me what to do. You are not the boss of me. I'm not having this pathetic waste of space constantly telling me this irrelevant stuff. Like I know already. You don't have to remind me every single fucking day. You just want a reaction and attention. Because you're an attention seeker."I threw my plate onto the floor in anger causing it to smash into pieces.

I was done.

I guess all that emotion I was building up finally came out

I stomped up to my room and slammed the door shut and locked it, running to my bed, I started to cry. I don't even know why.

I don't even know why I even deserved all of this. I haven't done anything to them as a baby to not like me.

I just want to be a family. No arguments or fights. Just a nice polite family.

"Honey, open up!" Nana Esme said.

I walked to the door and unlocked it, walking back to the spot where I was on my bed, still crying.

"Oh honey, are you okay?"

I looked up at her, wiping my tears with my sleeve and glared.

"Does it look like I am?"

She gave me a sympathetic look that I always hated because I knew I didn't need the pity. I was fine.

"Sweetie, ignore Renesmee. You're part of the family. Maybe not Bella and Edward's but mine you are."

I sniffed and wiped my snotty nose with my sleeve once again.

"I just wish they kinda cared about me. Not hate me for something I didn't even do."

"Honey, they thought they were having a baby boy not two girls."

"So they decided to care about Renesmee than me? That all makes sense." I shook my head.

"I'm sorry, honey. They aren't good people if they don't care for their other child."

I laid my head on Esme's shoulder.

"Is it true they only really like Renesmee more because she has a gift." I looked up at Esme.

She sighed, "I know that part of it is. Which is quite pathetic really."

I nodded.

I laid my head back on her shoulder, "Promise me, something?" I said.

"Anything, sweetie."

"Promise me no matter what happens, If it's bad or something, you won't ever stop loving me as your own?"

"Oh, sweetie. I'll never ever stop loving you as my own. I promise. You are my all." She hugged me tightly.

"Thanks, Esme." I hugged her back.