Anxiety?

Chapter one

I never thought that id ever admit this to myself. And i especially wasn't planning on telling anyone else but here I am i guess. Listen here and listen good okay!

I have anxiety.

What are you gonna do call me an attention seeker or something or no another good one say just don't worry or just get over it. Ha you think it's just that easy. If you are a true friend you stay you go through all of the things i say i probably mean or don't mean and all the things i say and it hurts to hear or is just a let down because you know once it's better i may be stronger in the end.

I am not here to tell you that Everyone ends in a happy ever after with things i have dealt with because lets be real it doesn't always happen that way. But im not saying it couldn't. I am also not here trying to motivate anyone off of their ass and do something with themselves i am not here to tell people it will be okay. Not saying it won't we will just have to see. Im here to tell my story. So here goes i guess lets start at the beggining.

-Elementary school-
To be specific second grade. I know what could be so bad and sad and depressing or sad about a second graders life. Shut up and stop judging me and read the damn story...if you weren't judging me....nah im pretty sure you were. Anyway if you kindly would let me continue i was saying that my second grade experience consisted of me being embarrased by mom actually going to my classroom and talking to the class and trying to convince them to be my freind. But don't get me wrong elementary school was fun. I read a speech i was confident enough to read a speech to the whole school Go Figure! Right. Ha thinking back to it now I would never do that. Well i wouldn't have been enthusiastic as i was when i was young. When i was in elementary school i could do anything i wrote plays i played dress up, i audtioned for talent shows with a song i wrote and i got in! I was so outgoing. I think after my mom stopped going to the school and i changed classes and found my bestfreinds jasmine and i cant recall the other ones name but lets just call her yanni and we were like the three musketeer as close as we had been. We actually did the talent show together and it was the best. That time in elementary school makes me wonder what happened to make me become the type of person i am today and actually have to tell this story. Who am I today you may ask im a girl with something to say and as of now with not a whole bunch to lose.

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