Does any one have am idea of what it's like to be me? They probably think it must be so simple sitting by yourself at the back of the classroom and always looking depressed but that could be tired. You think that's simple? simple is when life is fine and you have friends in every class and guys have never said a mean word to you. Simple is your life. My life is when the only time guys talk to me is to get answers. And I let them because I know that that's the only thing that will maybe get them to think I am an right person. My crush i say hi to him every day I text him. Does he bother being nice to me? No only once which was why I fell for him. He just makes me feel like I wasn't ever good enough and that the world would never notice my disappearance. Just imagine that everyday you sit alone and you know everything, everyone keeps judging you about the past. Thinking that it will effect the future. You tried hanging out with everyone else but you can just see the look of disgust when you walk in and say hi. I used to have a really good friend. She moved countries. Now I have to sit with a girl that punched me, an eavesdropper, and a wannabe. Before my best friend and I did everything together, now she's moved on and I am stuck alone. I have other friends but 2 of them think it's "funny" (?) to call me ugly and fugly 24/7. Now most of y'all will be like that's not that bad. It is when 2 years ago you were called ugly fugly school infection germs monster for a whole year by everyone. And now everything sucks. Except your best friend who is a bitch to everyone and they all blame it on you. Welcome to my life. Trust me if you were in my shoes you would fall at the first step.
