Abandoned love

The unknown beginning

I would never have married you if I'd have known, that this love wasn't going to last forever, that you were going to find someone else, leaving me stranded on the side of the road, as if I meant nothing to you. We vowed to always be there for each other; I guess it was all a lie. I was merely a missing puzzle piece in which you no longer need.
I still lie in bed at night, crying; wondering what I possibly could have done wrong. If I did anything wrong, and if I possibly could ever make it up again. But once my mind is finally at ease, I realize the answer is no, there is nothing I can do, I have lost you forever, and I must accept that. But how can one possibly accept the fact, that someone you had planned on spending the rest of your life with, suddenly ups and leaves without any explanation as to why?
Days turn into weeks, which turn into months, which turn into years, and so the pattern carries on, until you merely become a distant memory, of someone I once cared about.
A devastating realization.
That much is true,
But in my heart I know,
I'll never stop loving you.
Now look what you made me do; you got me rhyming, which is never something I do.
You have this hold on me,
I don't know what to do;
My head is spinning,
My heart is racing,
I no longer know which side I'm facing.
Am I going left?
Am I going right?
Do I need to put up a fight?
How could you leave me, knowing I wouldn't be able to handle it? You knew my flaws, and my imperfections. You let me down, when I needed you the most. I called and called, but you never looked back. I was a fool for thinking you ever loved me like that. Yet, here I lie, hating myself for wanting you by my side. You meant the world to me, but you just pushed me aside.
It's been years since you left me for someone else. Did you leave him, like you left me? Were you only with me until you found someone better? Will I be able to move on completely, and find someone worth my time? Or will I forever be alone, with you wrapped around my mind? So many unanswered questions. I guess only time will tell. Had I known this would be the result, I never would have married you, if I'd have known. Who am I trying to fool, we all know that I would've, because everyone knows that I am a naïve, hopeless romantic, who fell head-over-heels for the guy who treated her right and knew all the right words to say, in order to get her right where he wanted her.