Life @ Hell Or Heaven In Engineering College

Chapter 1

College life
  On 1 july 2016 I joined the college , new phase of my life which was unknown to me and I was quite excited about that I was going to become independent and an adult trying to make my future as I  saw it . We all are said by our seniors that when you join college parents become less tensed for their child . College is place where you do something you wanted to like if someone wanted to dancing they join a dance school so simple it is !!!  But it is not as simple as it seems specially in country like India in which most of the parents try to complete their unfilled dreams through them , some of students unguided  go with the flow join what their friends are joining or money seems more imp to them they try to join in which they can earn money. So most of us forget our dreams and join two things (1)  first medical college (2) engineering college
   One of most precious seeming feilds of our country. They are not even interested in them .  Let's forget all about this I am not here to tell you what you already know but  I will telling how I see this things and how this went me
   From start I was not interested in computers but not technically as at first I didn't believed in practical knowledge only theoretical but as we know that life all tries to change our perspective even my perspective changed  with time.
   I was the kind who was always into books with very less friends but precious  , I must say friend's teach you many things without you even notice.
   I was kind of very shy personality and was always to myself no talking less than books this was my kind of thing .
   Some people use to like this and some use to like things . Where was I yes so I had made my mind I would join cse (computer science engineering) whatever happens with me ,
   at first  the subject computer was my biggest enemy I didnt even got a even about but I didn't loose hope I started giving stress on it and became one if the simplest subject for me and even my teacher helped me a lot I must say.
   Through this subject  I earned a lot of things  but must say my favourite subject was mathematics I didn't knw why it was my favourite and even I didn't got good grades in ..
   I stood second not in class but in computer marks !!!  Which was unbelievable for me 
   Results was unexpected I didn't get good grades in any of the subjects but I didn't loose hope .. I was preparing for jee main as all people do I was one of them I prepared for it from my heart but I must say iit's and nit's are not as easy it seems I did my best but may there may be more deserving then me so I thought I will more prepared for my problems next time .
   I decided to join a private college and join cse and will do my best become good software engineer  then I heared something someone hey you there why are you standing at the door come inside and I suddenly return from my flashback and sat on third bench of the college . For boy like me its very difficult to choose friends as I couldn't speak due to shyness  so I was feeling alone in so mAny people classes started at first all  was seeming good and as I have heard from my elders that first year of college is simple and syllabus is similar to 12 standard  seriously this is a limit of  lying. I  am fed up  yaar . And  another lie you must have heard from 8 that when 10 is important class so do it, seriously what the  hell is that seriously . This is some shit going with our elders some months ago when I having my conselling done for joining college I get to know something , something really unexpected . The 10 result only used for birth date confirmation !! What the fuck.
You will also get shocked when you go to conselling where was in class . My day went like this passed . New faces , new people identity , new personality
They were going to be with for next 4 year , a very long  time .  So as classes were finished I went back to my new home the "hostel"

"COLLEGE INSPIRED ME TO THINK DIFFERENTLY IT'S  LIKE NO OTHER TIME IN YOUR LIFE "