Times like this I treasure. We look into each other's eyes intensely. Lovingly. Blank. Staring into nothingness, waiting for a word. Anticipating feelings. Yet expecting nothing. For we are two individuals, deeply, passionately in love. We say absolutely nothing through our mouths, but our eyes speak 1001 words. "I love you. I love you so very much. I can't live without you. I can't breathe without you. I can't function without your presence. I live in your presence. I need you." What is the ending of this. We are 2 divided lovers yet we depend on each other so much. We crave for each other's love. The world is against us yet we are here in each other's presence, embracing one another. Skin to skin, from dusk til dawn. Not knowing if tomorrow will be another beautiful fairytale. Excess baggage. People's expectations. Their words, their actions. We care too much. But we care for each other more. We live for each other. Your thick lips, hooded eyes. My vivid dreams of us living in the future. What now? Are we succumbing to reality? Are we managing their expectations? What about us? Our love. We crave a love so deep the ocean would be jealous. "I love you as much as the ocean." You know this too well. These sheets are our witness. The walls are our witness. I can't live without you. "I love you eternally", you've said that one too many times. We have cried the same tears, the same agony, similar pains.
I choose to embrace this. I need this. You are my sanity, and I am yours.
