For Her

Memorable Moments

I'm happy. I'm happy with you. I'm happy by you. I'm happy to suffer along side you. I'm happy to live in sorrow by you. Anything that involves the words "with you", directing attention to your wonderful heart will do.
You have been through rough waters. Waves that reached over your sweet heart, and that seemed to punish your existence. Almost instantly tarnishing your hearts synchronized beat. With no one by you then, you were overcoming the rain alone.
But darling, I'm now by you. I may not be your dream boy, but I sure will encourage your dreams, and only take that dreamy boy from your mind as a competition for your love. I will compete with that boy from your dream, and I will work to win your heart over, so much, that I will sacrifice all to be your dream boy.
When I do become that boy, I won't stop there, as your love never stops flowing. I will never cease to improve. You my darling have seen enough, wether others argue that your life was a simple one, I always tell them, "I'll make sure it continues to be that way, forever spoiling her to full extent". As difficult as your life as been, or as easy as you say it was, I know that behind that heart, is a dark ally of fear and despair.
But I shall not run from that ally. For if your heart was a city, I'd take that dark ally everyday, forever walking through the darkness and despair of the things kept secret. I'd overcome those imperfections, not by fixing them, but by redefining them in my eyes as perfections. Your secrets are mine to treasure, your mistakes are mine to redefine as lessons learned. Lessons learned together, no longer will you overcome an obstacle, and look to the bleachers, to see no one cheering you on. Now darling, I will gladly be watching, and cheering your mistakes, and setting your life, as my calendar.
I've learned from simply observing your sweet little eyes, that beneath your beautiful shell, is an even more beautiful core. Built strong, and built unique. Built to last, and forever it shall last amongst my arms. Even if fate is to separate us in tragedy, or in love. I will never let go of the memories that have forever riddled my mind un-conquerable by those without your blood. The memories that are painted with the moments gifted by your side.
You are my love. You are my everything. I can't always have you by me. But I can always send a prayer t0wards you. Being an angel, God already knows bad won't strike you, without shattering itself. I love you. I don't know where you lay in this world. I don't know the color of your hair, nor the shade of your eyes. But one thing is for sure, the gaze will deprive me of my breath, and forever open my eyes to a real angel.

I love you dream girl, I hope I'll be your dream boy.