Let Go

Lonely

I feel like I am the only one in the world. My family is a mess. My older sister hates us and my father is just trying to provide for us. Yet I believe I'm the reason my sister left. She was so young and she had to do everything for us; wash our clothes and iron and then to comb my hair. I don't hate my life but I wish it was better. I am tired of getting up in the night and crying , I want a normal life. I want to feel loved and wanted but as a child what do I know about love. I have never heard that word being said to me or my brother's and I hate my mother for leaving us .
  I came home after school in grade 3 to find the house partially empty because my father doesn't own much and her things were missing; no letter and my father never said a word, just silence. I hated my life but not unto death.
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