I look over, and I see him.
My hands feel a little sweatier.
I can feel my heart start to beat faster,at this point its racing.
I look down at the floor and notice my legs are shaking.
I'm so nervous, I always get this way when I'm around him.
My stomach gets a bit tighter and feels like it's currently in a paint shaker.
Oh god what do I say.
What if I say the wrong thing and he hates me?
I glance over and smile then look back at the floor quickly before he notices I'm scared to associate with him.
He looks me up and down silently.
I'm assuming he saw me shaking, and asks me if I'm alright.
"Yeah, why?" I ask in my sweetest voice.
He informs me that I've been shy.
"I'm fine, really." I tell him.
I look at his beautiful brown eyes and smile.
I'm scared he can tell I'm lying.
I look back down.
"Oh OK" he says back.
Ugh what am I doing?!
I should just leave.
Not just emotionally, but physically.
But how?
I'll think of something, I always do.
To be continued, sorry it's trash.
