Princess or nah?

Chapter 1

"Another dream" I say to myself although it wasn't really a dream it was more of a nightmare. It was 5 in the morning so I didn't bother sleeping as I wake up at 6 for school so I just lie there staring at the ceiling for what feels like an hour but it was only 5 minutes, so I just roll over and look at my phone and check my notifications, there wasn't anything worth checking out so I just surf from app to app and my feeds wasn't that interesting. So I just put on some music through my headphones and just think about life, nothing important just how great my life is. I check the time and it's 5 to 6 so I get up and get a shower. In 30 minutes I'm done. I walk back into my room bumping into my twin brother "ouch Zach, you fool" I say to him and he just walks off laughing. I go into my room locking the door behind me, I have a little debate on whether i should curl my hair or leave it straight, in the end I just curl it. I start to do my make up when my phone goes off. "Ughhhh" I say to myself as I walk over to where it was to check it.
Baby💕: Hey princess, hope you slept well. Still want me to come? Normal time? Xx
Me: Hi baby, I slept really well thanks. And yes of course unless your having second thoughts?? And sure xx
Baby💕: Good! Why would I have second thoughts... ?Xx
Me: I don't know... Xx
Baby💕: I would never have second thoughts princess. Xx
Anyway I'll see you in a bit gotta go shower. ILY!! xoxo
Me: Aw... Okay then see you in a while! Ily2 xoxo
I get back to doing my make up. Damn I love him so much I think to myself, he was perfect and I couldn't be any happier. I finish my make up and find some clothes to wear being as I'm still in my towel with only undergarments on underneath. I find out some light blue high waisted jeans and a cute white crop top that has no shoulders, I throw on some black and white Nike huaraches, I check myself in the mirror and I don't think I look that bad. I then head downstairs and grab an apple and a yogurt drink, as I eat I scroll though my Instagram feed. I don't know why I even have social media if I'm honest cause there isn't anything worth going on for. My mum calls me "Loren, sweetie" "yes mom" I reply " please could you come straight home tonight, as we have guests."she says as she's running around cleaning, even though it was already clean. The guests must be important. "Oh... Um okay, I was planning on coming straight home today anyway." I say as I'm finishing my yogurt. My mom just smiles and nods. "Ughhhh" I say as my brother was coming down the stairs so loudly. "Zach dear?" My mother calls "come here" she said so sweetly. I was putting my waste away as the door bell rang I ran straight up to the door and there he was... My baby! His gorgeous light brown hair flowing in the wind even though there wasnt hardly any wind it was more of a breeze, his sky blue eyes looking into mine with a little sparkle. "Hey princess" he says whilst hugging me. "I missed you" he whined. "Oh for gods sake Justin, we saw each other yesterday..." I playfully said. "Yeah I know but-" he gets cut off "no buts" I tell him. I tell him to come in for a minute whilst I get my bag. I come back downstairs and let my mom know we're leaving. Zach joins us, which I didn't mind cause we're all the same age and we all hang around together, he was more of a friend than a twin brother. Me and Justin walk out my house hand in hand as we walk to our friends house. Justin kept goofing around with Zach until we get to Hunters house, Hunter is my bestfriend, we have been since nursery. "Hey guys and Cookie" he said with a huge grin. "Wassup dude" both Zach and Justin say, I just roll my eyes he's always called me cookie since we were little kids. Hunter hugs me super tight, I thought I was gonna pass out. We carry on walking till we get to Cameron's house, she was taking forever to get ready like usual. Then we went to Kylie's and she was ready for us as soon as we got there thanks to Cameron, after that we walk up to school. We all just talk about nonsense, Kylie and Cameron where talking about who's the hottest guy in school which made me giggle at times, Zach and Justin where talking about some game and then me and hunter was talking about old memories. "Do you remember when we went to the beach and we brought that giant pizza and we got so full we ended up having a food fight with our fries." Hunter said laughing. I laughed and rolled my eyes. "We got told off for it. We were only having some fun." I roll my eyes again as I was saying this. We get to school and nearly everyone is looking at us, they do it everyday a few more people join us and if I'm being honest I don't know who they are. The bell rings, Justin and kylie and Zach all leave to go to their form with a couple of the people that were with us leave to. Me, Hunter and Cameron all go to our form room. We sit at a table all together, we just laugh all through out form. My phone goes off, it was Justin.
Baby💕: I need to tell you something. Break, my locker. Xx.
Me: baby what's wrong your scaring me...?
Baby💕:it's nothing to worry about princess. Ily xx
Me: oh um okay... Ily2 x
"Cookie? who was it? What's up?" Hunter asked. "Oh uh... It was Justin, and yeah I'm okay" I whisper. "Loren, you don't look okay." Cameron points out. "I'm okay cam, it's just Justin sent me a weird text." "But I'd rather  not talk about it." I quickly add. "Okay" Cameron and Hunter say. I just nod and smile as I pack my stuff away. The bell rings and we head to our next lesson, I have this lesson with Kylie now. How I hate maths, don't get me wrong I love all my lessons but it's just that this is one of the most boring lessons ever. As soon as I take a seat the teacher calls me up. " Loren, you're the most smartest person in here and I need you to tutor someone if that's okay?" Mr Walker asks. I just nod " yeah, sure, but who?" I ask. "Mason, so could you sit with him today." I nod and collect my belongings and then sit next to mason. He gave me this weird ass smile, I just giggled and rolled my eyes. I help Mason with his work all lesson and he tried to flirt with me and he is the worst flirt I know, I thought Justin was bad but Mason, don't even get me started. But in all he wasn't that bad, he was really funny and really kind. The bell rings and I invite mason to come join us at break then I remembered that I had to meet Justin, I was really nervous. I tell mason to go with Kylie whilst I go go Justin. I find Justin by his locker like he said, he just smiled at me and grabbed my hand and walked to the gym. "J...Justin..." I manage to stutter out. "W...where... A...are...we...we...going?" I asked so nervously. We stop, he looks me into the eye and kisses me. "Everything is fine princess." He tells me. We carry on walking to the gym in a really awkward silence. When we get there he swings me around to face him. "Look..." He says whilst stroking my face. "I'm going away for a while, and by a while I mean about a month." He started to form tears in his eyes. "Baby... I... I uh... Where you going?" I ask him with tears forming in my eyes too. I start to cry because I know that this is not a good going away. "Half way around the world." He then starts to cry as he says this. "I'm going cause I wanna do something with my singing." He then smiles as a tear drops down his face. "Awe j!" I day with a huge smile hugging him, I wipe his tears and then he kisses me on my forehead. He grabs my hand then we walk out to the field, the others was waiting for us. Hunter hugs me and then kissed my cheek which Justin doesn't mind cause that's just how hunter is. Although Justin and Hunter had a huge fight once because of it, since then Justin won't complain about how close me and hunter are. I went to go and play a game of soccer with the boys and I accidentally kicked the ball at one of my teachers. Miss Grande. She looked at me and becomes me over, so I go over. "Miss Loren, was this you?" "Um yeah, I'm sorry Miss Grande, I promise I'll be more careful next time." "Miss Loren..." She says whilst smirking. Why was she smirking. I turn around and look behind me and all the boys were nodding and laughing at Miss Grande. "Can I join in?" She asks "Umm yeah I guess so Miss." I turn back on my heels and walk back to the boys with Miss Grande following. We play a few games then the bell rings. We go to our second  lesson, art, which was a double lesson. This time Cameron, Justin, and Hunter was in my lesson. I sit on a table with hunter and a girl named Lexi and a guy named Jake, I don't really talk to them. Toady Lexi isn't here so I'm talking to Jake as Hunter had to go speak to the principle. "I mean I can't say I absolutely hate shopping. It's just that I'm not your typical girl, even though I may look or act like one." "Yeah I know what you mean. I just don't get why-" Jake was saying as he gets cut off but hunter. "How's my little cookie doing?" He says laughing his ass off. "Hunts, Jake was talking..." "Sorry cookie" he says putting on a sad face. "As you was saying, Jake." I said as I smiled and nodded at Jake. "I can't remember." He says laughing. We all laugh and then Justin looks over and turns back around. Weird. I message Justin;
Me: Justin...?!?X
Baby💕: yes...?
Me: what's up?? X
Baby💕: nothing princess...
Me: Justin Drew Bieber! Don't lie to me baby. You looked at me and turned away all depressed. Xx
Baby💕: it's nothing...
Me: it is something, so don't tell me it's not xx
Baby💕: it's... just that... look at you... ;(
Me: what about me... :/
Baby💕: look at how happy you are, look how beautiful, your laugh, your smile, your blue eyes sparkling. I'm gonna miss that and that's why...
Me: Justin I'm as upset as you are about all of this. Thanks baby but why what? :/
Baby💕: you should move on... ;(
I looked up at Justin with tears in my eyes. He looked at me and he looked back down under the desk.
Me: NO! I'm not moving on... I'm gonna stay with you no matter how far apart we are. Don't do this, not today... not ever...
I had no reply after that. "Loren?" A shaky voice asked. I shot my head up looking at Hunter. "What's up? Are you okay?" I nodded but then I felt warm liquid run down my cheeks, I was crying. "It will be okay Loren, whatever it is." He whispered as he hugged me. I looked up and saw Justin with tears in his eyes. Hunter then looked over towards Justin and looked back at me, "Loren, what did he do? What did you do?" I shook my head and left the room, I ran towards the girls bathroom and I bumped into a talk, tanned figure, his hair was similar to Justin's but this guys hair was longer and more lighter. His eyes were green/blue, his abs were bigger than Justin's. "watch it will you!" He shouted. "I am so sorry." I whimpered out crying even harder. I got up and walked on towards the girls bathroom once again, I turned around and he stood there staring at me confused. I got the bathroom and I rinsed my hands and starred long and hard in the mirror. When my phone went off, I checked my phone and I had loads of messages, I probably didn't hear my phone cause I was crying.
Baby💕: Loren, I am really sorry. I didn't know what I was thinking.
Hunts🎤: Loren please come back to class. Where did you even go?
Hunts🎤: Loren...
Cameron👌🏻: Loren, Justin is really sorry
A few minutes later I walk out of the bathroom and head to the canteen as we only have a few minutes left of class.

Sorry about this chapter, I had writers block for a while, I'm gonna be publishing more I promise.
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