I feel pain like I wished I had done something better but I think I mess up I’m is this anger or is this remorse even compassion I don’t know I feel like I have done the wrong thing at the same time I see the truth and all is the same weather it’s anger remorse or compassion for this is war of the mind to have peace there some time needs action for the this action I do not know this thing I feel most is love towards one I care about losing her was the first time I’ve ever had to tell that I love her but she loves another out of her reach for now how much do I love her if she doesn’t love me why do I feel pain I suffer when she suffers I laughs when she laughs love what she loves is this just or do I rebel do I fight for what I want for her peace joy happens and most of all love for I love her this pain I feel is a hole in my heart her name is my first love hopefully the only for this pain is too much to bear
How long will I survive without you love it is too great to lose you to my first love I love you so much for your love would mean the world to me with love
