I know that every bit of silence kills (perrentes)

Tony's POV

I took a deep breath before getting out of my car, I was heading over to Mike's apartment to get my feelings off my chest, even if he doesn't love me back, I told him all I could hope for that we could still be friends.

I headed up to his apartment on the second floor, I knocked on the door and waited for a answer.

Nothing, I tried again, Still nothing, this is weird I told Mike I was coming 20 minutes ago, I tried the doorknob it was unlocked.

I walked into Mike's apartment and close the door behind me, Not locking it in case I needed to make a clean getaway If he hated me.

"Mike!" I called out to him, Nothing.

I looked around the apartment, It was surprisingly clean today, I headed down the hall to his bedroom to see it was empty and clean, I saw the bathroom light on.

"Mike?" I said as I knocked the door, It opens slightly, I look inside and I saw Mike laying on the floor, his back facing me, with blood underneath him.

A wave panic my body, "MIKE" I quickly trots down to Mike's side, I picked him up so he was on my lap, facing me, He looks so pale, I felt tears coming down my eyes, everything started to get blurry so I wipe my tears away.

I looked around and to see Where the bleeding was coming from, I saw Mike's wrist, They look like they have been slaughtered by kitchen knives, There were big cuts everywhere, And in his fist I saw a orange bottle, I reach for it and it read benzodiazapines, The bottle was empty, I quickly grabbed my phone and dial 911.

"Hello what is your emergency?"

"M-m-my friend overdosed on pills and he passed-d out, h-he needs help!" I sobbed into the phone.

"Paramedics on on their way"

I hang up the phone and put it back in my pocket, I looked back at Mike, he looked so broken, I pulled Mike against my chest, I still felt his heartbeat, barely.

"Mike don't go I need you here, I fucking love you don't leave me!!" I yelled at him as I cried into his shoulder hoping he would be okay.

Oh no how long I sat there crying holding Mike, The paramedics came and took him away from me, I started hyperventilating, He can't go he just can't, The paramedics told me that I could go with him.

I got into the ambulance still by Mike's side, I help his hand entire ride what the paramedics were checking him, trying to make him breathe normal again, and try stopping the bleeding.

We arrived at the hospital and the paramedics said that they had to take Mike, to get a brain scan, They said I wasn't allowed in the room, I yelled at them to let me in, they said no.

I had to weigh in the waiting area, I decided to call Vic and Jamie and Mike's parents, None of them were in California so it take hours to come over here.

I walked around the waiting area hoping Mike will be okay, I haven't stopped crying since I saw him on the floor bleeding to death.

"Mr.Perry" The doctor called out to me.

I ran over today, "yes?" Said nervously waiting for the news about Mike.

"Well, your friend is Stable at the moment, He is breathing regularly, And his heart is beating a normal rate, But we did have to pump out his stomach due to the large amount of pills he took, And we had to stick up his wounds" The doctor said calmly, I'm just happy Mike was okay.

"Thank you Dr. when can I see him?"

"Well you can see him now if you would like but there's one more thing I must tell you Sir, When he fainted, he hit the ground very hard, w e are afraid he might have damaged his, from the inside, with help from the pills his brain became weak, we not entirely sure if he will cover at all, Or he will be stuck in a coma like state for something, But there is a very slim chance that he well wake up"

I just stood there shocked, My happiness when away as quickly as it came, "Thank you Dr., Can I please see him now?"

"Yes of course he is in room 308 in intensive care"

I'm nodded my head not able to say anything, I quickly made my way into Mike's room.

This state that I saw him and was horrified, he was hooked up to about 100 wires, The heart monitor was beeping, Surrounded the entire room a, breathing tube down his throat, Stitches all over his wrist as he laid asleep on the bed.

I pulled up a chair your next to Mike and I grabbed his hand and intertwine our fingers as I continue to shed tears, I close my eyes.

"M-mike please wake up, I love you, e-ever since High school, I wish I could've told you that sooner, and I still want to tell yo-uu, So please wake up, You said you always be there for me when You made me throw away my blades, You promised me You will stay by my side to help me, you can't leave! .... p-please Mike-e" I cried out to him.

I laid my head down on his stomach, Crying harder than I was before, Suddenly the heart monitor started beeping rapidly.

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