EMO-tions

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Where were you when I needed you? Your eyes gazed into me coldly.
Your words choked me, leaving me black and blue.
But somehow, I stood boldly.

You tore at my heart
Tearing it apart
When did it start crumbling down?
Your threats, they felt like many dirks.
But somehow, this heart of mine still works.

Why won't you go away?
Our past is nothing but dust.
I can't express the words to say,
But you lost all my trust.

I regret the time we had
I thought it was real.
I'm just glad
I can't express or feel.

No apologies
Or begging on your knees
Because you don't need me,
You need yourself.

So give me your faked smiles, your grins.
Your awful rumors and sins.
The rumors that tore at my skins.
Take these, my rejection, for you don't deserve any wins.
I wave my pride around the inns!

I'm moving on, you should too.
As of now, you don't exist.
As of now, you're nothing

But a lost memory...