I try so hard to hide who I am but I can't anymore. I'm screaming so loud to be let out but I'm terrified. I'm terrified that I won't be accepted or that people will judge me. It's not a choice trust me if it was I would choose differently I hate myself for it. I'm just a problem people push away. The people that I call loved ones don't give a shit if I live or die I don't care if I live or die. I don't have a voice, I'm silenced by my family. I never had a voice and I never will. I used to think that I did but I was wrong I was so wrong.
