"You're so beautiful" Harry whispered as I turned my head towards him with a blush on my cheeks. "You're so far away" He whispered when I didn't reply.

He reached his hands out, grabbing my waist and pulling me in towards him. My hands laid flat on his chest as my chest came into contact with his. His arms tightening round my waist.

"I'm right here" I whispered back.

"But your not." He stated, making me confused.

"What do you mean?"

"Physically you're here with me,yes. But everytime I'm with you, you seem so far away from me. I can feel it, you know, like we're difting apart."

"Ha-"

"I knew I was losing you the moment I found you but I just never wanted to admit it." He closed his eyes focusing on nothing but us.

"You're not losing me Harry, I'm right here" I whispered.

One of my hands reached up to his face and cradled it. He leaned in towards my hand but kept his eyes closed.

"I love you so much April that it hurts..." He trailed off, finally opening his eyes and letting me see them beautiful green eyes I've come to love so much.

I didn't know what to say back to him. I didn't want to ruin this, so I did the one thing I knew wouldn't.

I kissed him. I closed my eyes and pulled him in for the most passionate kiss I could give him. I didn't want to hurt him. I didn't want him to think he was losing me. I was right here. All he had to do was open his eyes and see.

I rolled us over so I was now straddling his hips as the kiss got heated. His hands squeezed my waist, showing me how much he wanted this. He wanted this just as much as I did. We both needed this.

"April, are you sure?" Harry asked as I took off his top he was wearing.

"I've never been so sure of anything" I said breathless, pulling my top of as well.

I stayed sitting up as I un-done my bra as well, letting it fall to the pile of clothes on the floor. Harry groaned as he grabbed my neck and pulled me back down for a kiss. I moved my hips a bit, feeling Harry's growing member on my centre. He moaned out with the movement before grabbing my ass in his hands. Harry flipped up over, never breaking the kiss as I now laid below him. He started kissing down my neck making me moan out loud.

"No teasing" I moaned as he pulled away to look me in the eyes, smirking to himself.

I helped him pull his jogging bottoms off and threw them to the floor as well as his boxers and my knickers joining the pile. Harry positioned himself at my enterance, looking me in the eyes.

"Ready?"

I nodded. He came down and kissed me as he slowly pushed his full length into me. I moaned into his mouth as he stretched me. He stayed still for a moment, letting me get use to him again before slowly thrusting.

As he continued to thrust into me, making us both moan, we stole kissing. Passionate kissing to the lips and secret light kisses to the neck. One of our hands were entwined next to my head and I couldn't help but think how close I felt with him right now. I wanted to show him that he wasn't losing me, that I was here to stay now.

Looking up at his face I couldn't help but smile at him. He looked so hot above me, slowly thrusting, bringing us both to our climax. I didn't know how I got so lucky to have someone so caring and beautiful in my life but I knew I couldn't let him get away again, not ever.

"Harry, I'm close" I moaned in between kisses.

"Me too baby"

Soon after we both moaned out loud as we reached out highs.

Harry pulled over, laying down on his back pulling me into his side. One of my hands laid on his chest, feeling his breathing slowly slow down. I looked up at him, taking in his beauty.

"Are you convinced that I'm fine now?" Harry said, looking down at me with a smirk on his face.

I brought my hand up and slapped his chest making me laugh and grab my hand in his.

"Asshole." I muttered.

"I love you too babe" He chuckled at me, making me smile up at him.

He fiddled with my hand before finally entwining them with mine again. I leaned up and kissed the edge of his lips making him smile.

For the rest of the day and night we laid there. Just enjoying each others company. Pretending everything that was happening wasn't. Even when the boys came in they didn't disturb us. We laid in each others arms, talking about nothing in particular before we both finally fell asleep.

I couldn't help but think how much I loved these moments. Where it was just me and Harry. No one else, just us. Nothing bothering us. Pretending like everything was ok for a little while, before we had to go back to reality.


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