(I am Inspired to share a few of my own Poems, RainbowUnicornz101 inspired me, thanks friend. I hope you like my poem and its meaning. Don't hate me xD)
I hide myself behind colors and styles,
Will they see who I really am?
Or who I'm pretending to be,
I don't even know the real me,
Am I energetic? Am I depressed?
Am I nice? Mean? Overly obsessed?
Overly dressed. No make up,
"Sweetie don't give up."
You got this,
I lost it,
I'm hiding behind skull shirts,
And no skirts,
Music,writing, singing, art,
I "express myself"
All these projects on the shelf,
Make stories I wish I could be in,
Found out you gotta cry to win,
I have to wake up every morning,
Wishing I could go hug them but I'm mourning,
Their loss of time with me,
Is it me or are they going crazy?
It's not my fault, I didn't cheat,
But I'm the one always taking the heat,
Never got beat,
But my heart shows otherwise,
So many stitches and bruises,
It's amazing I'm still here and not up there,
Or down there, I don't care,
I've stopped wanting to go on,
But I'm not that weak, I'm strong,
I kicked my demons out of my head,
Now I have no problem getting out of bed,
I've stopped wishing I was dead,
No more dread,
I survived.
No more mask to hide behind,
What you see is what you get,
To many people love me, I can't pay my debt,
I was Alice, I finally landed,
On a path lead to happiness,
This road will still have crazy rabbits and hatters,
But none of it matters,
I will face my challenges,
Knowing I did all of this,
I will help people like me,
Let them know, they too, can succeed.
