i can feel it....
its getting closer and closer by thought.
i may have survived it once but im not so sure i can survive it again
my own personal darkness....
its been with me through everything
from my widest of smiles
to my tearest of eyes
always there
at times comferting
at others suffocating
what a love/hate relationship we have
it had made me think about the ending
and so many times i was close to it...
yet it has also reminded me of the begining
and so many times i have wished upon it...
at times...
id find the solitude that came with it a dear friend
yet.
my tear stained eyes would want it gone like an enemy.
was it so wrong of me to let it be
or was it that i had let myself be
no one understood
and how could they?
when no word was of hearing range
id silently beg them to see what i had hidden
yet id secretly pray they would just turn a blind eye to whatever is seen
what a mighty worrior i am
fighting the greatest of battles
in the darkest of shadows
but my battle cries are no more
and neither is the strength i once had
so how can i be victorious i wonder
as time made my enemy stronger
and myself..... weaker
but i refuse to give up
as my thoughts may distroy me
my words would rebuild me
i dont mind starting from scratch
as i am certan my endurance has grown
and so has my heart...
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AUTHERs NOTE: well that was crap :p
a speacial thank you to whoever is reading this . and its ok if you dont understand a thing i said cause well to be honest with you i dont eather. but thats the beauty of it no :D
:::peace out:::
