chapter one!

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It was 2016 November 16th my birthday but still I woke up like any other day *Buzz buzz* I looked up at my phone its my sister " Hey suz mom went to work early today"

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It was 2016 November 16th my birthday but still I woke up like any other day *Buzz buzz* I looked up at my phone its my sister " Hey suz mom went to work early today". Ok guess they forgot my birthday, AGAIN! Ugh if dad was here he would remember but now he's gone forever my mom has to struggle with balenceing two jobs to support Beth and I. I look at the time 3:20 I guess I could sleep again but knowing I won't so I decided that I guess I could go have a run to keep my self skinny looking at my scares from underneath my lies and the longsleve shirt. As I get ready to go outside my sister yells my name and great now she knows I'm awake, minutes later I find myself getting caught by my sister Beth "What do you think your going!?" "Um to run why?" I stutter off "Did you ask me:!" "No right so go back to your room and go to bed!"Ugh I hate when this happens every time! Oh well there's nothing to do now , Beth coming to my room she sits besides me on the floor why are you on the floor? She asks me. I just don't know. Plus you and mom forgot my birthday for the 7 time before the indecent images of my dad dead I start to crying about the horrifying images. Oh my god I totally forgot about your birthday today ! It's ok I'll just put it on your calendar on your phone I said sarcastically trying not to be sobbing saying it.she hugs me and trying to conference as much as possible even though it helps alot. A few hours later it's 7:00 so Beth decided to go to stop at Starbucks on my way to school which was good because I had craved Starbucks java chip frapicono and the egg guda cheese sandwich Mmmm within 30 minutes later I'm passing by my class mates to go to lunch everybody was starring at me and my drink that my sister wrote HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUZ!!!☺ which embraced me a little passing by people that I didn't know. I suddenly see my friend next to me talking to Alan about me my crush omg why me why now it's my birthday then he snaps me out of my thoughts and day dreams and asks us if he could eat lunch here at our table but why we're not popular where practically nobody but losers but we embraced it my friend Isis and her boyfriend across from me saying yea but 10 minutes later I'm sitting next to him really close I went to pick up another juice but then I trip over a banana and my shoelaces and fall forward in front of him!! Ugh I hate falling in public every body in the cafeteria at this point are laughing except Alan he helps me up then his Friend isaac comes and gives me another juice because I had juice all over me. They had walked me out of the humility of laughter. Wow some kids can be so cruel these days Alan says with attitude yea chimes in Isaac as they walk me to the bathrooms good thing I packed up extra clothes for emergencies.

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