My biggest fear is having to come to realization that you don't love me anymore
My biggest fear is you letting me go knowing that I need you most of all
My biggest fear is you giving up on us
My biggest fear is you thinking my love is a lie and you won't love me back
My biggest fear is losing you rather it be by a pull in our connection or death
All my biggest fears are emotionally attached to you ... you control so much of my emotion ... when we argue your words kill me and break me down inside, you speak and you make sure that I know I'm not shit or at least full of it and it hurts me because I know that for you I'd change I wouldn't even love the same but I know that you probably don't believe me
My biggest fear is you not believing a word that I say after I pour my heart out
I try to act unaffected
My biggest fear is you loving someone else more than you'll ever love me
My biggest fear is someone else making you happy giving you feelings that you've never felt before and feeling like I could never do the same
Your the reason why I'm up every night just like I am right now laying here wondering about you but one call could fix that and the smile on my face would answer your question I just need you here next to me so I hold my phone and listen to you talk and with a matter of seconds a peace within me spreads and I feel you laying there so then my heart no longer aches
My heart strings are weak and your the only one that can kill me I'm fixed when I hear your voice but broken when words between us are unspoken
My biggest fear is you being the one that kills me , I've loved before but with you its stronger , my pride doesn't exist I'd fall weak for you a thousand times because I know for you I'm so vulnerable
I pray that I'll never have to face my fears the pain would overwhelm me and I know I'd die just to avoid them.
