I'm completely done.I couldn't deserve her ever.Not in a million years.
I broke up with the girl I love because some bullies told me I didn't deserve her and I could never make her happy.I gave in and I believed it.Now here I am.Lost in a sea of confusion and emotions.Wishing that I could talk to her,but I can't,because I'm so fucking stupid,yeah.
She made me happier than anything.I threw it all away in the heat of the moment.I wish I could have her back,That amazing girl who made me feel like I had everything.She made me feel on top of the world.Without her I can't be happy.
The only emotion I have figured out?
Love.
And it's for her.I still love her.If I could go back and fix it all,I would.But no.My idiot self can't slow down for a second.
I still love you.But please,stop doing it (you know what I'm talking about).I don't have a damn thing to live for without you.
