I try to help
Despite being broken
But ended up being broken more
I know you noticed it's been 10 years
I'm only 19
You give me pain
I take it for you
But instead of thank you
I take another
Again, again and again
Why try to fix me now
I'm to broken
I do not even know what happiness is
I smile but it's just a show
I laugh but that's to stop awkward silence
I can't trust you
You do not protect me
Help me
Guide me
Or is it just me
Have I always been broken
And everything's just in my head
Why can't I be happy
That's all I want
But I don't know how
I don't know what to do
Why :'(
