Why Do I Still Care

2/9/16

Why do I still care?
Well life ain't fair.
Its just a stupid date on the calender.
Why did I even remember?
Why do I care?
I sob into my pillow despretly begging for sleep.
With every tear that falls,With every breath I take. Wishing I was anything but awake.
Outwardly, I have moved on in my mind I don't care.and yet my heart still cries for you.
Why do I still care?
This is so unfair.
I bet you didn't even remember.
To you it never matterd.
But then again, it's just 1 of 365 days on a calender.
Why do I care?
Why is life unfair?
Why..why..why..
Why do I still cry.
I was doing do good and then I..I began to think of you and memories,I wish things were different.
I. Wish I did't care.
I wiah you wern't everywhere.
I wish I was like you.
Nothing seems to hurt you..