"If you'll miss me, just look up in the brightest star in the sky and I'll be coming back to you Rhaine" he said still looking up. Ano bang problema ng lokong to? Bigla nalang na tumawag sakin at pinapunta ako sa condo niya.
"No thanks" pagtataray ko sakanya. He looked at me and pinched my nose. Balak ko sana siyang gantihan but he cornered me between his arms. He smell of alcohol. Had he been drinking while I was on my way here on his pad? Okay naman siya kanina ah. Bakit nauna na siyang mag-celebrate? Hindi ba dapat hinintay niya man lang ako?
At last! Kami na ni Terrence. Pwede niya nang landiin si Angie the hell I care! Terrence has always been the guy of my dreams and I know na kami talaga sa huli. Kaylangan ko lang ipaglaban ang love story namin. Because I don't believe in destiny. And now he's mine.
Ngayon ko lang napansin na malungkot ang mukha niya. He used to look at me with his smirking naughty smile but now all I can see was sadness on his dark brown eyes. He's looking serious at me and I can't figured him out.
He was always transparent to me.
Wala siyang ibang ginawa kundi manyakin ako at inisin but the Josh infront of me now is someone I don't know. What happened?
"Any problem?" smiling at him.
"Y-ou're beautiful Rhaine.." he said still serious.
Is he drunk?
"You're drunk.." saad ko sabay hampas ko sa kanya pero hinuli niya lang ang kamay ko at inilagay sa dibdib niya.
"You never liked me Rhaine.. I've been there for you through everything but you never goddamn look at me! No guy exists for you except Terrence." tila nahihirapan niyang sabi sakin.
"Ano bang pinagsasabi mo?!" pagalit kong sabi sakanya.
"You hear this?" itinapat niya ang kamay ko sa kanang dibdib niya at naramdaman ko na kahit siya ay kinakabahan dahil sa lakas ng pintig ng puso niya.
Please stop this already. Isa na naman ba to sa mga joke time mo? Because it's not funny anymore. Why are you acting like this?
Kunot noo ko siyang tinignan.
"I'm in love with you Rhaine" he said and the last time I knew his already kissing me.
He's kissing me and I feel like I'm being broken into pieces..
Clichè when the guy who's breaking you was the same one who's holding you together.
His other hand is now holding my back and the other one was now on my nape wanting me to kiss him back.
He bit my lower lip and I needed to open my mouth. I taste my blood and his tears in my mouth - bittersweet.
He's not drunk..
He's hurt.
Bakit ang sakit rin ng puso ko?
You can't fall in love with me Josh.
Akala ko ba ito ang gusto natin?
I've always been in love with Terrence and you said you like his girlfriend, Angie.
We won our battle already. Napaghiwalay na natin sila. Napansin na nila tayo.
I thought you were my alley..
But why are you now betraying me?
Why is my heart betraying me too?
"Cheat with me Rhaine. Let's forget about them and cheat with me" he said still hardly breathing and kissed me again.
My mind went blank and I kissed him back like my life depended on it.
Nakalimutan ko na si Terrence. Nakalimutan ko na kung gaano ako naging desperada mapansin niya lang. Nakalimutan ko na hindi ko dapat hinahalikan ang lalaking to.
He keep on pushing me. I wrapped my legs between him and he carry me inside. I wanted to breathe but I can't cut our kiss. Ayokong magising kung panaginip lang to.
He put me down to bed while he was taking off his shirt. I went closer to him and ran down my hands on his broad shoulders down on his hard chest. I kissed him and I felt his hand on my back down on my butt.
He pushed me again to bed and he's now taking my clothes off.
"I'm sorry Rhaine but I can't stop myself anymore" he said.
My breasts are now exposed to him. He kissed me on my neck down on my bosoms. I felt him kissing my breast while he's caressing the other one.
His touch is hot and it's burning me.
"You're so beautiful Rhaine" my mind is in cloud now. I couldn't think of anything but the sensations he's giving to me now.
I felt his hand on my wet folds. He's driving me crazy!
"Ahhhh.. Josh.." I moaned while my eyes closed.
Naramdaman ko nalang na bumababa na ang mga halik niya down on my stomach..
"I want to taste you Rhaine" he's now looking at me. He's kissing my pearl while he's stroking his finger inside me.
"Please.." I pled but I don't know what I wanted.. I feel like I'm going to explode.
"Come for me Rhaine" and so I did.
He went back kissing my lips and I tasted myself in his lips. I pushed him down and now I'm on the top. I touched his shaft stroking it up and down.
"Ahhh Rhaine.. Ugghh" he moaned. His eyes are close now but I can still see he's sad. Why?
I kissed him just like how he was doing to me earlier. I kissed his neck leaving marks on it down to his abs.
"Hmmmm" I kiss the tip of his making him groaned.
He changed our positions. Before I could recover he already positioned his unto mine and entered me.
I felt like I was shattered, pain was invading me.
I saw him stopped and look at me intently. Confusion and easiness were written on his face. I know what he was thinking. He thought I'd already given myself to Terrence.
"You're mine Rhaine." He said with his eyes closed, he kissed me and move slowly inside me.
Wala na akong narinig kundi mga boses namin na nalalasing sa sayaw na kami lang dalawa ang may alam.
"Ahhh Josh I'm coming Josh ughhh please.." I wrapped my legs around him.
He went faster as we found our release.
I felt our juices inside me and he lay down to me still hard breathing.
"I love you Rhaine." He kissed me passionately and looked at me like he's memorising every part of me.
He covered me with blanket and hugged me tugging me to sleep.
Bukas ko nalang iisipin. Bukas nalang.
I woke up but he's not beside me anymore.
Josh left.
